Contradiction.

I long for the slumber to be everlasting, the sanity drive me insane. Many a times, signs and signals from our environment dictates us on our reactions. The poverty of relevant information stirs the possibilities of many thoughts. Our interpretation of situation precedes emotional response and reports all our thoughts, verbal gestures and conscious ideation.

People get frustrated when they do not get the response that they want, the reason is not because that they are in defense but more of they were not trained to express themselves in the proper manner. The thoughts of avoidance (self-instruction within themselves) are just a mere lack of self confidence and fear.

Contradiction is something that haunts humans forever. At one point or another, we always find ourselves contradicting. This just goes on to emphasize we are bound to make mistakes. I tell myself that my job requires me to carry myself in a manner where I have to learn to refrain from negative emotions and not succumb to sadness. As morbid as it may sound that’s the real truth. Till someone told me, we are also humans with emotions and we can DO our best to refrain but still we would have to go through it. Agreed.

I thought I was contradicting in the beginning and was upset with myself, and then I told myself. No, it was not entirely my fault. You just did not stick to what your mind told you as it was evident in your body language. It might night not have been your intention, but then sadly situation precedes emotional responses.

People have different ways to express themselves and I feel better after writing. It relieves me of the burden.

I shall, I Will and I Must.