Deja vu repeats itself

It’s mind boggling and a certain level of anticipation and dominance surfaces amongst other instigating emotions.
It teases the soul and confuses the mind. 

It always starts with a positive note and goes on very well, evenually I pull the trigger to kill it. My intrapersonal communications always discourage me always on the same reason and then I go through a series of fluctuating emotions to attain the right mindset. The cycle has repeated itself in more than one ocassion and as a mere mortal I can’t delude myself from all emotions and I self- inflict myself yet again.

There’s not much difference this time around too. It’s like a Deja vu over and over again. I mean it would definitely be great to be part of it to reveal your most innerself. Guess you need a pool of them and there is no need for Sherlock holmes to predict where I belong.